I was lying in my bed ready to sleep but I feel like I have to voice it out. The emotion that I'm keeping this past few days. I am hurting right now. I am trying to forget it but I can't. It started when I celebrated my 27th birthday on November 5, he happens to forget it or intentionally did not greet me. You see I like him so much that I never forgot his bday even when we still don't see each other I still remember his birthday.
We used to not greeting each other, because we were not friends before, but this year I expected to be different. I greeted him on his birthday last month.. I thought he will atleast take an effort to greet me but I was disappointed. Right now I'm thinking maybe he already knew about my feelings and now he is giving me a sign the he really doesn't like me. Well it's pretty good sign and now I already get it. I think I should move on, I will never chase him if that's what he thinks.
I am hurting in one part but I can still make myself happy with other parts.
Life must go on. There's so much to be happy.
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